No there is really no need to get quirky reading the title… it’s way past that time in life when u are still deciding on what drink, what style, what line suits u… there are times when u reach a stage where whether u like it or u don’t u do feel like it or don’t one does go meet head on with all that u were an expert in avoiding. Call it your fears; call it the passion that for all the right reasons you never pursued; love that u keep defining, redefining, finding, losing, missing, and ignoring; the dreams u always wanted to chase but again for all the right excuses u never did anything about; people, moments, memories, places, thoughts, and the list is long…
Ever stopped to think – why not! What makes u run away from certain things – what calls u closer! There is not a single person that you meet in life who you share your dreams with will tell u not to pursue them. The random most conversation with the random most people will make it the most beautiful conversation you ever had with any one – if it was about what really lives inside of your heart.
How often do you listen to your heart? Very commonly preached principle “listen to your heart” is most rarely practiced phenomenon I believe. Do you go ahead and do all that u like to do – Am not talking statistics here, so no point raising your arm and saying “I do”. The thing to nail is simple – what makes you kill what your heart yearns!! What’s the poison killing all that nurtures in your heart?
I think this poison is no such thing that can be directly associated with the thought homicide. It will take more than a Getafix to make a poison potion such as this that kills u from inside. Sometime it’s good to sit back and reflect – what is your poison really – what stops u from being u?
It’s good to be in love, it’s good to be attached, and it’s good to have that connect but in the bargain knowingly or unknowingly u end up losing yourself. You either become like the person u seem connected to or u’ll soon realize that u changed way too much – so much so that now u r no longer u...
We are like water when it comes to emotions and relationships. Without any hard work or a conscious effort you start molding, shaping & coloring like this other person – before u know bam! U have turned into someone that u never were, not the person that u remember being and so different from what you use to be & down within someone that u wouldn’t even want to be. So different from the familiar u that even u can’t relate to yourself… let alone anyone else.
The problem is that’s not it. You start getting addicted to this newness in your life. Somehow this all complicates in to a life baggage. Considering not all of us are brave enough to one fine day wake up and get rid of all that u have collected so far. The house, the material stuff, the people, the memories, the fears, the resentments, the love, the dreams… all…
Change is good, so no complaints. Also, u have been doing all this only to get better and be an exact fit into the mold that your dear ones have – of the perfect person. So good job done there, great achievement. As long as u r happy being perfect from the outside, and as long as u r able to make ur peace losing urself.
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